MAKE MISTAKES.....AND LEARN FROM THEM....

WELL HELO EVERYONE ...LOOKS LIKE IT IS GOING TO SNOW SOON..CAN'T WAIT ! OK LISTEN TO THIS ( A GIRL NAMED WENDY WROTE ME ON MY E-MAIL THAT SHE GOT OFF THIS WEB-SITE AND TOLD ME THAT SHE THOUGHT I WAS A LESBO ...UMMM SHE IS WRONG..) ALL I HAVE EVER SAID ABOUT LESBOS AND GAYS OR WHATEVER IS THAT I HAVE NOTHING AGIANST THEM NOT THAT I AM ONE..SO TO CLEAR THE AIR I AM TOTALLY STRAIGHT BUT ANYWAYS ....FINALLY SCHOOL IS OUT AND I AM SO VERY HAPPY FOR CHRISTMAS COMMING ! MY DAD CALLED ME YESTURDAY AND TOLD ME HE WAS GOING TO THE HOSPITAL MONDAY ( TODAY) TO GET HIS HEART CHECKED UP ON ( THE DOCTOR THINKS HIS HEART MAY BE FAILING) AND I AM TOTALLY NERVOUS ABOUT THAT ....YES I ADMIT WE DON'T HAVE A RELATIONSHIP NOW AND WE HAVEN'T FOR A LONG TIME BUT IF SOMETHING WERE TO HAPPEN TO HIM I REALLY HAVE NO CLUE WHAT I WOULD DO....I REALLY SOMETIMES THINK THAT EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT LIKE MAYBE THE REASON HE HAS HEART PROBLEMS IS BC I CAUSE THEM BY NOT COMMING DOWN TO SEE HIM AND ALWAYS BEING THE ONE TO MESS UP...IDK ...MAYBE NOTHING IS WRONG ...I SURE HOPE .....SRRY GUYS I CAN'T TALK ANYMORE ( NOT IN THE MOOD)..BYE

SO LONG...

IT'S BEEN OH' SO LONG SINCE I WAS ON HERE......I'VE FINALLY TURNED 16 " OFFICIALLY" ..SO HAPPY ABOUT THAT BUT ANYWAYS....MY LIFE IS RETARTED LIKE ALWAYS BUT SOME THINGS NEVER CHANGE ...(MY DAD SENT ME A 100 DOLLARS IN THE MAIL FOR MY B-DAY ) "GOD KNOWS THAT DOESN'T MAKE UP FOR ANYTHING BUT HE THINKS IT DOES ....".........ANYWAYS  MY GRADES ARE ACTUALLY REALLY GOOD EXCEPT GEOMETERY.....MY FRIENDS ARE ALL BEING TRUE TO ME SO FAR AND MY BOYFRIEND AND ME ARE AS GREAT AS EVER............I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT CHRISTMAS BREAK !!! 1 MORE DAY FOR ME..........WELL LATER GUYS AND GIRLS.....

ThInGs ChAnGe.....

WELL GUYS TODAY WAS A PRETTY FUN DAY ..I GOT TO HANG OUT WITH THE TWO PEOPLE I GREW UP KNOWING AS MY B.F.F.L.....WE ALL HAVE CHANGED IN MANY WAYS AND I HAVE COME TO RELIZE WE ARE ALL VERY DIFFERENT PEOPLE WHICH WAS STRANGE BUT OK....WE WERE SITTING AT THE ONE OF THE TABLES IN THE MALL IN THE EATING AREA AND WE WERE TALKING ABOUT ONE TIME WHEN ME AND MY TWO FRIENDS ( BOTH WHICH NAMED SAMANTHA) WERE DRINKING MY MOTHERS ALCOHOL IN 6TH GRADE AND I HAPPEN TO PUT A PAPER TOWEL DOWN THE TOILET AND IT DIDN'T FLUSH SO I TOLD MY TWO DRUNKEN FRIENDS TO UNCLOG THE TOILET OR I WAS GOING TO GET IN TROUBLE SO THEY REACHED THEIR HAND DOWN THE TOILET AND GOT IT OUT.....gross!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH I KNOW BUT SO FUNNY TO LAUGH ABOUT ..BUT ANYWAS TO DAY AS YOU CAN SEE WAS A FUNNY DAY...= IT CONSISTED OF MAKING FUN OF CHEERLEADERS THAT LOOKED LIKE HO'S IN THE MALL ...THEN ME CHOKING ON CHICKEN,.....ALMOST DIEING..JK..AND MARIAS BAD TAST IN CLOTHES..LOL....NOT KIDDING......BUT I LOVE HER ......BUT ANYWAYS I MUST GO SO LATER HOS

DOES ANYBODY EVEN READ THIS THING...? BESIDES ( A.O.)

HoW bOrEiNg.....

 WELL CHRISTMAS IS COMMIG UP AND I'M EXCITED BUT YET NOT EXCITED....I GUESS YOU WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND..OK SEE I LOVE IT BC I GET TO HANG OUT WITH MY MOMS FAMILY BUT I REALLY KINDA DON'T LIKE GOING DOWN TO MY DADS IT IS SOOO UNCOMFORTABLE..HES LIKE THIS RICH PRISSY PERSON WHO DOESN'T LIKE ME VERY MUCH ( YOU KNOW THAT STORY) ANYWAYS AND YET ANOTHER HOLIDAY I GET TO SIT IN MY MOTHERS - MOTHERS LIVING ROOM AND LOOK AT ALL MY FAMILY ON HER SIDE AND SEE HOW RUDE MY BROTHER HAS BEEN TO THEM AND HOW THEY WILL NEVER GOT A CHANCE TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH MY HIM ...BUT MOVING ON ..MY B-DAY IS ON MONDAY AND I AM O-SO EXCITED....TURNING 16 AND HOPING ATLEAST ONE PERSON AT MY SCHOOL WISHES ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY..LOL....AND ACTUALLY MEANS IT....WELL I GOT CALLED UGLY TODAY ..IT WASEN'T THE GREATEST FEELING BUT I THINK IT WAS A JOKE ATLEAST I HOPE..I MEAN I KNOW I AM BUT I JUST DON'T WANT TO HERE IT..WELL GUESS WHAT ME AND MY FRIEND( A.O.) WERE IN THE HALL WAY AT SCHOOL TODAY TALKING BEFORE THE BELL RUNG TO LET OUT THE CLASSES AND MY TEACHER COMES OUT OF THE CLASSROOM AND STARTS SCREAMING DOWN THE HALL WAY ASKING US TO BE QUITE..( US = ALOT OF PEOPLE) AND THEN  I STOPED TALKING LOUD AND STARTED TO WHISPER AND HE YELLS OUT MY NAME DOWN THE HALL WAY AND ASK ME IF I HEARD HIM BC HE THOUGHT I WAS THE ONE TALKING LOUD WHEN REALLY IT WAS THIS REALLY ANNOYING GIRL AT MY SCHOOL BUT THAT REALLY JUST ICEING ON THE CAKE TO THE SHITTIEST DAY EVER ...BUT I CAN'T WAIT TELL 2MARROW.ME AND MY OLD FRIENDS FROM WHEN I WAS LIKE 12 ARE GOING OUT TOGETHER AND WE ARE GOING TO ACT LIKE WERE 12 AGIAN,....LOL ..YOU GOTTA LOVE US....WERE GOING TO THE MALL.....CAN'T WAIT!!!! BUT ANYWAYS  I WANT TO GIVE A SHOUT TO LIKE THE ONLY PERSON WHO READS THIS LOL..( A.O.) AND SAY HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR.....